Sunday, January 18, 2009

Weekend 17 & 18 January 2009


spent the 2 days working. still haven't finished reading Twilight. kalo aku tengok movie dier maybe aku akan lebih excited kot. but slowly i'm picking up the 'excitementness' yang azrin ada towards that movie (she's the owner of the book anyway). sweet innocent teenage love isn't exactly my thing tapi okaylaa. reminiscence la untuk teenage love affair aku.
this week i've came to realize something. i'm in great danger of having infatuation over this guy. the same guy i've mentioned before. i like him more than i think i should. coz i have this crazy tachycardia, breathlessness when he's within my eyesight. hari tu aku pergi department die not knowing that he's there sebab ada hal. then aku sangat la breathless, menggigil bila aku buat something which is beyond my control. this is absolute crazy. azrin sangat2 marahkan aku. how can i like this guy in 3 weeks? memang absolute gila. dats why i said i like this guy more than i think i should. bummer!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

First Entry of 2009

it has been awhile since i last wrote. nothing much happened i guess. took a long break before new year and celebrated (not really, i slept at 11) new year in Serdang. jadik driver for my mum during the long break. pegi balik alor setar in 2 days, then pegi kuantan balik hari. gila betul.
awal muharam and new year pun dah lepas. takde ape resolution pun. i don't believe in it pung. but i really really like this petua i got from a fren of mine, on how to be happy. and Allah knows how desperate i am to be happy instead of moping around feeling depressed. nak nak lepas kene rejek nieee~

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for at least 7 hours each day.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2008.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. GOD Heals everything.
28. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
29. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
30. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
31. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
32. The best is yet to come.
33. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
34. Do the right thing!
35. Call your family often.
36. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
37. Each day give something good to others.
38. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
39. When you wake up in the morning, thank GOD for being alive.
40. Share this with everyone you care about.