Thursday, September 10, 2009

CrushCrushCrush

Topik cilok dari Suria.
Masa sekolah menengah aku memang ada minat kat banyak-banyak orang tapi the biggest crush i had on somebody was when i was in F3. Dia adalah seorang senior F5, kelas 5 Akaun 2, nama dia Saiful Azhari bin Hasan aka Qatar. (Tu adalah nickname dia di kalangan kengkawan aku).

Crush:
Saiful Azhari bin Hasan.

Masa kejadian:
aku F3 dan dia F5.

Start to know him:
Masa aktif (wtf? aku tak aktif pun) PBSM sekolah.

Perilaku-perilaku gersang tak ingat:
#1:Kat sekolah kalau kelas agama mesti kene campur 2 kelas. Kalo time kelas agama dia akan datang kat kelas 5 Akaun 1 which was the opposite of my class. Memang heaven la aku masa tuh sebab aku duduk tepi tingkap. Sampai dah bleh hafal schedule kelas agama dia. Aku pernah kene tegur dengan cikgu BM sebab tak concentrate dalam kelas sebab asyik pandang luar jek. Nasib baik tak fail BM.

#2:Aku ada diari yang full of my luahanperasaanperasan terhadap dia. Kalo la dapat kat adik2 aku mesti kene gelak menganjing gila. Dah la jiwang tahap dewa, pastu siap ngan poems, lirik2 lagu ngan daily updates of segala yang berlaku berkenaan dengan dia. Dia datang sekolah dengan motor so agak cool la. Pastu aku akan terasa hati plak (wth?) kalo nampak dia bercakap dengan other girls kat sekolah. So penuhlaa entry diari aku hari tu.

#3:Dekda my bestfren back in school pernah bagi phone number aku kat dia. Dan dia called during my birthday!! Memang aku elated dan high masa dia called. Aku bahasakan diri 'aku-kau' je ngan dia. Lepas tu kalo jumpa je kat sekolah aku akan buat tak kenal sebab aku MALUUU sangat nak bertentang mata ngan dia. Peh memang aku fell head over heels la ngan mamat nih. *Guling2 bila teringat balik*

#4: Aku pernah menangis pasal dia sebab aku dengar dia sakit. Turned out to be NOT TRUE! Serius membazir my tears ahahaha.

Seriously aku tak pernah ada perasaan begini kuat terhadap seseorang sebelum dan selepas mamat ni. Lepas jer dia abes SPM dia still ada kol tapi cam sekejap2 pastu dah takde. Maybe dat time i was naive so i poured all of my heart and soul (ewah) to this guy. But back then aku takde pun nak kapel ke hape ngan mamat nih cuma minat dari jauh yang menggunung tinggi. Bila dah kenal ngan dia the thrill pun kurang. Nak2 plak wavelength ngan chemistry takder. Sebab tu la bila dah start kawan ngan dia level of kegersangan pun dah berkurang. Elok benar la tuh. Dreams vs reality.

Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down
Just get back up when it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down
Just get back up when it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Keri Hilson-Knock You Down

I wonder when will i feel this strong towards someone else again? *sigh*

Monday, September 7, 2009

Blog-Worthy

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
- it's a bonus!

2. Smart?
- looking and thinking

3. Preferred age?
- someone older

4. Preferred height?
- at least taller than me

5. How about sense of humor?
- it's a must

6. How about piercings?
- NOPE

7. Accepts you for who you are?
- :) absolutely

8. Pink hair?
- NOPE

9. Mushy or no?
- depends on the person

10. Thin or fat?
- i'd prefer us to get fat together eheh

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
- no preference

12. Long hair or short hair?
- short, hopefully

13. Plastic or metal?
- ?

14. Smells good?
- Yes, of course :)

15. Smoker?
- i'd prefer non-smoker but if he is, he should know it's hazardous

16. Drinker?
- if still, no

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- that's sissies

18. Muscular?
- hope not

19. Plays piano?
- it's a bonus

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- not necessarily

21. Plays violin?
- not necessarily

22. Sings very good?
- only if he'll sing to me always

23. Vain?
- not too vain lah

24. With glasses?
- same same :P

25. With braces?
- hopefully not

26. Shy type?
- me loike shy guy!

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- a little bit of both

28. Active or passive?
- active

29. Tight or bomb?
- next!!

30. Singer or dancer?
- nope.

31. stunner?
- :) heartbreaker

32. Hiphop?
- i hope so

33. Earrings?
- nope!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- a big NO NO

35. Dimples?
- it's a bonus

36. Bookworm?
- i don't mind :)

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- letter/sms/email, have it ur way baby!

38. Playful?
- only with me :)

39. Flirt?
- only with me :)

40. Poem writer?
- only if it's all for me :)

41. Serious?
- not all the time

42. Campus crush?
- crushes don't last long

43. Painter?
- not necessarily

44. Religious?
- knows halal and haram

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- knows the boundary also

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- he'd better not

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- knows the word 'love' in 20 languages wud be nice ahah

48. Loyal or faithful?
- both

49. good kisser?
- :) pucker it up baby!

50. loves children??
- yup, and wants some of his own.


and i'm tagging this to those people who happen to read this.

N.E.R.D.-Maybe

Love was the egg
See and it was born in a cloud with silver lining
But it broke, I mean it hatched on the ground
So time flew right by me and while I...

[Chorus]
I know you thought your life was goin be easy
When you didn't call you found that you where wrong
I know you thought your life was goin be easy
You thought you had it all but you found that you were wrong

See maybe there was something wrong
And you weren't telling me no
See maybe the laugh's on me
And life was telling me a joke

If something's yours and you let it go
If it comes back to you it was yours all along
When I let you go along with those lies from you
I wonder what else lies in you
Or did the lies just just eat gone

[Chorus]

Hold it now!
Is ya'll there?
How you feel right now?
Yeah me too
Hey yeah!
Hold it now!
Ya'll all right?

See do you remember
what its like to wake up in her love nest
get it love nest and now she's gone
gone gone gone

At which point you realize
Life is but a joke and the laughs on you
That's funny right

Babe

+i heart pharrell+

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Laksamana-Gugurnya Bunga Cinta



versi live, circa 90's
+me likey this song very much. one of my fave back then. tetiba teringat kat lagu ni bila Ezo posted the video on Facebook+