Sembang-sembang

Aku: nak25hours per day.

Gee:Nak infinity money :X

Aku:God i want that too. Gila lah kita, tak bersyukur ;P

Gee: XD

Paramore-The Only Exception

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I’d never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we’ve got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I’ve always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now

I had sworn to myself that I’m
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I’ve got a tight grip on reality
But I can’t
Let go of what’s in front of me here
I know you’re leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it’s not a dream

Ohh—

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I’m on my way to believing
Oh, And I’m on my way to believing

According To You-Orianthi

According to you,
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

According to you
I'm difficult,
Hard to please,
Forever changing my mind.

I'm a mess in a dress,
Can't show up on time,
Even if it would save my life,
According to you... According to you.

c/o
But according to him,
I'm beautiful,
Incredible,
He can't get me out of his head.
According to him,
I'm funny,
Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
So baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you.

According to you,
I'm boring,
I'm moody,
And you can't take me any place.

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span;
You're the boy who puts up with it.
According to you. According to you.

c/o

Need to feel appreciated,
Like I'm not hated. oh-- no--.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizzy.

According to me
You're stupid,
You're useless,
You can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful,
Incredible,
He can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny,
Irresistible,
Everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
Baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
According to you.
According to you.

According to you
I'm stupid,
I'm useless,
I can't do anything right.

Jennifer Lopez-Talk About Us

What do we stand to lose

If being together

Is what we choose

Oh my love

I think that we should talk

About us

..................

I Wish!

Tetiba terminat lagu ni masa carikkan lagu untuk Syera's wedding.

Istikharah? Maybe that's the only way.

Ko Ni Kenapa?

"Lenkali lintas cepat2. Sy igt tak sempat nak brek dah."

No reply. Aku dah pkir macam2, rasa nak mencarut pun ada. Nak kata salah orang ke tak? Nak minta maap ke tak? Tak tenang sepanjang perjalanan aku ke Temerloh.

Okay, fine. Are you that sensitive, little remarks like that pun dah mencalarkan hati kau?
I AM SORRY >.<

Dah tak balas2 sampai malam, buat aku teringat2 macam gila, tetiba mesej cute plak masuk.

MALAS AKU NAK LAYAN BANGKAI. Kalo nak kira kecik ati ngan nko, agaknya aku dah takde hati dah kot.

Tapi kenapa hati meronta-ronta dong? Ahh... pening dehh~

Kuantan-isme

The kids ;P

Just got back from Kuantan. Memula ingat tak dapat pegi coz my colleague baru kematian nenda, so i thought she cudnt do her oncall. Luckily she said she can do it so off i went! Tak kisah pun kalo kene ganti, tak de la mendesak sangat.
Anywhoo, Jumaat tu i reached Kuantan around 7-ish . Ayah Jib pun ada kat sana. Lepas Maghrib pegi makan kat Jalan Darat Makbar, kedai makan nama H.Lidah yang jokingly Cik Z panggil Hajah Lidah hihihihi :P Tapi tak sure kenapa Hajah instead of Haji >.<
Lepas makan, hantar Ayah Jib balik Pekan. So, seronok la sebab dapat jalan2 pegi Pekan. Balik semula ke Kuantan around 11 camtu.
Next day, aku keluar jumpa Syera kat rumah dia untuk hang out. Pegi brunch kat Kemaman Kopitiam n later lunch with Alin & Amir at ECM. Memula patutnya ada Ana tapi at the last minute dia bailed out sebab ada hal. Lagipun, dia dah tau dia punya rahsia dah terbongkar! Dia ada datang jap jumpa kitorang kat Johnny's tapi cepat-cepat dia keluar. Tak guna punya budak. Siap laa nanti ;P
Lepak2, jalan2 sampai kul 6. Parted ways ngan Syera, balik rumah Cik Su. Malam makan kat TajPoint IM8.
Arini, lepak je kat rumah sampai noon. Lunch kat Nasi Ayam Noor, Balok pastu around 3-ish aku balik ke Jengka. Before balik singgah KP beli tudung, brooch ngan DVD. Reached Jengka at 6.30pm. Alhamdulillah, semenya selamat. Walaupun tak beronggeng sangat tapi at least aku rasa entertained jugak. Hilang la sikit serabut kepala ;P

Spek

Ku kenal mamat ni, Spek (bukan nama sebenar) masa houseman kat HTAA. Actually aku dah kenal mamat ni before this sebab Syera pena minat kat dia. At first aku tak bagi phone number aku kat dia masa dia mula2 mintak. Aku suruh dia bagik 10 reasons kenapa aku patut bagi kat dia.
Lepas satu minggu, terserempak pulak dengan dia kat ACC. Dia pun macam paksa2 bagi so aku pun bagi la (miang jugak aku ni). Dia dan2 tu jugak ajak aku kuar tapi aku tak dapat pegi sebab ada hal lain.
Anyway kitorang pun jadik baik lepas tu. Aku suka jugak kawan dengan dia sebab dia kelakar n sempoi. Keluar pun ada la dalam 4,5 kali, whether alone ataupun dengan kawan2 aku. Banyak yang aku tau pasal dia and likewise :)
However, lepas beberapa bulan, aku noticed banyak yang tak kena dengan mamat ni.

1. Cerita dia tak konsisten. Yang ni kawan aku yang noticed. Ada banyak mende yang dia cerita, macam tak masuk akal.
2. Dia sangat possessive. Tengah2 kerja pun nak sms, kol segala. Tensen nak melayan wehh.
3. Kami tak pernah keluar makan kat tempat yang open, selalu kat tempat yang low profile ataupun jauh dari bandar. Kata dia, dia malu kalo terserempak dengan orang HTAA. Malu pasal aku ni pegawai, dia tak.
4. Dia tak serius masa keje, selalu mengulo, pastu selalu MC/EL. WTF? Macam ni aku nak jadikan somi?

Lepas pindah Jengka, aku macam dah tak layan dia sangat. Trying to distance myself kononnya. Last sekali dia kol aku masa aku OTW pegi Taiping kenduri Alin (pergh ingat lagi). Aku rejected his call and sms dia kata aku dengan BF masa tu. Memang kejam gila. Pastu aku dah tak kol/sms dia. Nak2 pulak lepas telefon hilang. Memang dah takde pape kontek la.
Kenapa aku teringat kat dia? Sebab tadi my colleague bercerita about her first love, about her being dumped by her BF. Dia beringat dengan pesan mak dia yang aku ingat.

" Biar orang buat kat kita. Jangan buat kat orang."

Seriously aku terus teringat kat dia. Nak mintak maap dari ujung rambut ke ujung kaki. Sori ar babe. I shud've been honest with you.

Busy Bee

Selalu busy jek. Tak pena relax pum. Tapi itu adalah over-statement diriku yang sering kelam-kabut dan berpikir yang bukan-bukan.
Anyway, am booked for many weekends to come. Let me share with you plans for next weekend, insyaallah jadi :)

April 10th-Bachelorette party Syera in Kuantan. Me, Syera, Alin and Ana. Not so much of a party (i know), just us hanging out sebab lama gila tak lepak sama2. Maybe pegi tengok wayang, main boling and one karaoke session. Too bad Liya can't go, her husband is coming back from KL that weekend. Miss you guys so much~

April 17th-Pulau Chekas, Raub here we come! To date, aku, Wadiah ngan K.Fiza yang confirmed nak pegi. Tengah carik orang lagi bagi penuh kereta :P

April 24th-Methadone calls. Suck.

May 1st-Walimah Syera! Mari makan ulam sirih untuk cepat dapat jodoh huhuhuhu~~~

May 8th-Kalo tiada aral melintang, insyaallah aku dah ada kat Pulau Kapas masa nie. Camping trip with HJ staffs. Can't wait :)

May 12th till 15th-Kitak ada di Kuching wit Gee 1, Gee 2 and her anonymous friend. Dunno wat to expect, hope everything goes smoothly :)

There you go. My plans for the next six weekends. Lama lagi laa nak balik Serdang. Jangan laa orang Serdang lupakan daku -______-