nervous breakdown. dating for the first time still brings flutter in my heartbeat, butterfly in my stomach. especially with a guy you might really really like in the future. eheh.
baju - gosok. CHECK.
matching tudung. CHECK.
seluar. CHECK.
underwear. CHECK. CHECK.
bedak. CHECK.
muka. CHECK.
gigi. CHECK.
body odour. CHECK. WANGI. CK'S EUPHORIA BLOSSOM. heh
had to tangguh for 15 mins. rasa nak terberak. nervous nervous.
back from the first date: gembira.tak.terkata.
had to cut it short tho takut tak sempat maghrib. all the anxiety hilang. die pun manusia biasa jugak kan. ader flaws gak. nape laa takut sangat inaa??
anyway it's too early to say whether this one is gonna 'jadi' or not. if jadi, hopefully Allah akan permudahkan. if not, wat to do? tidak tersurat di Loh Mahfuz kan? easy breezy~
