Thursday, February 4, 2010

Oh, brother!

Yea i'm down with conjunctivitis. Sakit mata la wehh. Dapat MC 3 hari. First day aku keje gak half day sebab ada meeting CPD, 2nd day aku bermalas-malasan kat rumah sambil melakukan kerja2 rumah dan today, the 3rd day, aku dah bosan gila. Dah hampir 48jam++ aku tak cecah kaki kat luar huhuhu. Tapi aku rasa my eyes are not getting any better. Might as well carik MO jap g eheh. Ntah2 dapat MC lagik :P

Anyhoo...

Mak ada kol semalam. Die ngan Abah pergi sekolah Kidu. Duduk sekali berbincang dengan cikgu kaunselor kat bilik kaunseling. Ada la sesi peluahan perasaan. Kidu dah tak tahan sekolah kat SI sebab kawan2 pulaukan dia. On what account, we still haven't got a clue. He admitted he was 'mentally bullied' with all the silent treatment or cynical remarks from his classmates. Dia ada mengaku dengan emak yang dia dibuli di sekolah, tapi mak pujuk untuk teruskan sekolah sampai abes Form 3. He okayed it. Tau2 dia dah ponteng sekolah 3 days in a row, lepak kat CC.
Cikgu dia bagi a week untuk fikirkan pasal hal tukar sekolah. Aku pun tak tau macam mana dia jadik such a quitter like this. And i was also sad because he never mentioned any of this before. Yang aku tau die kerap hang out dengan kawan2 dia yang aku nampak sebagai bad influence to him especially this one particular boy, F yang memang aku ngan Ika tak approve of.
He should know better to focus in school instead of wasting his time on 'friends'. He should know better in the future none of this so-called 'friends' wud last. Mak abah bersusah payah carik duit for his education, especially mak yang dah buat savings for his college so that dia takyah amek PTPTN nanti.
I just hope he will realise this sebab nothing in this world comes in handy. He has to learn that he is doing it only for himself coz Allah won't change one's fate unless he works for it.

Worrying for my little brother might give me ulcer one day ;(