=Someone i know lost her baby a few weeks ago. I was told she was very devastated and couldn't stop crying over her loss. I met her before she miscarried so it came as a shock to hear about her unfortunate loss.
loss
The condition of being deprived or bereaved of something or someone
(thefreedictionary.com)
I hope she will be okay. Insyaallah.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
fabulous duet!
Beyonce Ft Lady Gaga-Video Phone
Shawty, what yo name is?
Them hustlers keep on talkin'
They like the way I'm walkin'
You saying that you want me
So press record, I'll let you film me
On your video phone, make a cameo
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
I love how you approach me
Fresh white with your pants hangin' grown man low
Everything you sayin' soundin' good to me
No need to convince me anymore
Swag up, it's right, one blade, it's tight
And I smell your cologne in the air
Baby you doin' somethin' right
You just cancelled every other man here
You say you like my bag and the color of my nails
You can see that I got it goin' on
I wanna make sure you remember me
So I'ma leave my number on your video phone
I got no time for frontin'
I know just what I'm wantin'
If it's gonna be you and me
When I call, they better see me on your video screen
Them hustlers keep on talkin'
They like the way I'm walkin'
You saying that you want me
So press record, I'll let you film me
On your video phone, make a cameo
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
You my phone star
And I'm happy when my lights flashin'
'Cause you on my receiver
Hubba, hubba
Honey, baby is so sexy that he should win an Oscar
And when you miss me, just remember that I always got you with me
I'll be your Gene, you'll be my Brando
I'ma put you in my movie if you think that you can handle (Can you handle it?)
I know you like that (Can you handle it?)
Turn you into a star, I got it like that (Can you handle it?)
Baby don't fight it, (Tell 'em, B), 'cause when I miss yo call (Can you handle it?)
I hit you right back on my video phone (You like what you see?)
Them hustlas like my fashion (You wanna video me?)
They like the way I'm walkin' (You like what you see?)
You sayin' that you want me (Go on and video me)
So press record, I'll let you film me
On your video phone, make a cameo
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
Can you handle it?
Can you handle it? (Tell 'em, B)
Can you handle it?
Can you handle it?
You like what you see? (Can you handle it?)
You wanna video me? (Can you handle it?)
You like what you see? (Can you handle it?)
Go on and video me (Can you handle it?)
You like what you see? (Can you handle it?)
You wanna video me?
You know them Gs, they be hollerin', 'specially them hot ones
Brooklyn, Atlanta, Houston, to New Orleans
When they see me, they be like "Yo B, let me call you"
You breakin' my focus, boy, you cute and you ballin'
You like it when I shake it?
Shawty on a mission, what yo name is?
What, you want me naked?
If you likin' this position you can tape it on your video phone
Hustla keep on talkin'
You like the way it's poppin'
You sayin' that you want me
Press record and baby, film me
On your video phone, make a cameo (Film me)
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you (Film me)
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video (Film Me)
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
Uh, uh, uh, ah, uh
Uh, uh, uh, ah, uh
(If you want me you can watch me on your) Video phone
Shawty, what yo name is?
Them hustlers keep on talkin'
They like the way I'm walkin'
You saying that you want me
So press record, I'll let you film me
On your video phone, make a cameo
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
I love how you approach me
Fresh white with your pants hangin' grown man low
Everything you sayin' soundin' good to me
No need to convince me anymore
Swag up, it's right, one blade, it's tight
And I smell your cologne in the air
Baby you doin' somethin' right
You just cancelled every other man here
You say you like my bag and the color of my nails
You can see that I got it goin' on
I wanna make sure you remember me
So I'ma leave my number on your video phone
I got no time for frontin'
I know just what I'm wantin'
If it's gonna be you and me
When I call, they better see me on your video screen
Them hustlers keep on talkin'
They like the way I'm walkin'
You saying that you want me
So press record, I'll let you film me
On your video phone, make a cameo
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
You my phone star
And I'm happy when my lights flashin'
'Cause you on my receiver
Hubba, hubba
Honey, baby is so sexy that he should win an Oscar
And when you miss me, just remember that I always got you with me
I'll be your Gene, you'll be my Brando
I'ma put you in my movie if you think that you can handle (Can you handle it?)
I know you like that (Can you handle it?)
Turn you into a star, I got it like that (Can you handle it?)
Baby don't fight it, (Tell 'em, B), 'cause when I miss yo call (Can you handle it?)
I hit you right back on my video phone (You like what you see?)
Them hustlas like my fashion (You wanna video me?)
They like the way I'm walkin' (You like what you see?)
You sayin' that you want me (Go on and video me)
So press record, I'll let you film me
On your video phone, make a cameo
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
Can you handle it?
Can you handle it? (Tell 'em, B)
Can you handle it?
Can you handle it?
You like what you see? (Can you handle it?)
You wanna video me? (Can you handle it?)
You like what you see? (Can you handle it?)
Go on and video me (Can you handle it?)
You like what you see? (Can you handle it?)
You wanna video me?
You know them Gs, they be hollerin', 'specially them hot ones
Brooklyn, Atlanta, Houston, to New Orleans
When they see me, they be like "Yo B, let me call you"
You breakin' my focus, boy, you cute and you ballin'
You like it when I shake it?
Shawty on a mission, what yo name is?
What, you want me naked?
If you likin' this position you can tape it on your video phone
Hustla keep on talkin'
You like the way it's poppin'
You sayin' that you want me
Press record and baby, film me
On your video phone, make a cameo (Film me)
Tape me on your video phone, I can handle you (Film me)
Watch me on your video phone, on your video, video (Film Me)
If you want me you can watch me on your video phone
Uh, uh, uh, ah, uh
Uh, uh, uh, ah, uh
(If you want me you can watch me on your) Video phone
Friday, February 5, 2010
Oh,brother! 2
Januari 2010
"Amri, along nak cakap jap." Aku panggil dia. Dia yang baru lepas mandi, datang ke arahku.
"Amri buat apa keluar malam-malam, even hari sekolah pun?" Dia diam. Aku tanya lagi, "Pergi mana?"
"Amri pergi rumah kawan je. Main gitar, sembang2. Tu je." Muka dia dah keruh.
"Tau tak tahun ni Amri nak PMR? Membazir masa tau. Masa yang Amri keluar malam-malam ni patutnya boleh untuk buat homework, revision.Sekejap je nak bulan 10 Amri. Sekejap je Amri tak kuar malam ni. Lepas PMR ni nak kuar dari rumah tak balik-balik pun takpe." Muka dia lagii keruh.
"Amri tau. Tapi bulan ni je. Next month Amri dah tak keluar dah." Muka penuh harapan, muka adikku yang masih kecil dan mentah mengeluarkan janji. Ah, aku cair!
"Okay. Tapi Amri ingat Amri buat semua untuk Amri jugak. Bukan untuk Emak, Abah, Along ngan yang lain-lain." Dia angguk.
Hari ini adalah 5 Februari 2010, pukul 9.14 malam, dia takde kat rumah. God, he must really hate me. Headache :(
"Amri, along nak cakap jap." Aku panggil dia. Dia yang baru lepas mandi, datang ke arahku.
"Amri buat apa keluar malam-malam, even hari sekolah pun?" Dia diam. Aku tanya lagi, "Pergi mana?"
"Amri pergi rumah kawan je. Main gitar, sembang2. Tu je." Muka dia dah keruh.
"Tau tak tahun ni Amri nak PMR? Membazir masa tau. Masa yang Amri keluar malam-malam ni patutnya boleh untuk buat homework, revision.Sekejap je nak bulan 10 Amri. Sekejap je Amri tak kuar malam ni. Lepas PMR ni nak kuar dari rumah tak balik-balik pun takpe." Muka dia lagii keruh.
"Amri tau. Tapi bulan ni je. Next month Amri dah tak keluar dah." Muka penuh harapan, muka adikku yang masih kecil dan mentah mengeluarkan janji. Ah, aku cair!
"Okay. Tapi Amri ingat Amri buat semua untuk Amri jugak. Bukan untuk Emak, Abah, Along ngan yang lain-lain." Dia angguk.
Hari ini adalah 5 Februari 2010, pukul 9.14 malam, dia takde kat rumah. God, he must really hate me. Headache :(
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Oh, brother!
Yea i'm down with conjunctivitis. Sakit mata la wehh. Dapat MC 3 hari. First day aku keje gak half day sebab ada meeting CPD, 2nd day aku bermalas-malasan kat rumah sambil melakukan kerja2 rumah dan today, the 3rd day, aku dah bosan gila. Dah hampir 48jam++ aku tak cecah kaki kat luar huhuhu. Tapi aku rasa my eyes are not getting any better. Might as well carik MO jap g eheh. Ntah2 dapat MC lagik :P
Anyhoo...
Mak ada kol semalam. Die ngan Abah pergi sekolah Kidu. Duduk sekali berbincang dengan cikgu kaunselor kat bilik kaunseling. Ada la sesi peluahan perasaan. Kidu dah tak tahan sekolah kat SI sebab kawan2 pulaukan dia. On what account, we still haven't got a clue. He admitted he was 'mentally bullied' with all the silent treatment or cynical remarks from his classmates. Dia ada mengaku dengan emak yang dia dibuli di sekolah, tapi mak pujuk untuk teruskan sekolah sampai abes Form 3. He okayed it. Tau2 dia dah ponteng sekolah 3 days in a row, lepak kat CC.
Cikgu dia bagi a week untuk fikirkan pasal hal tukar sekolah. Aku pun tak tau macam mana dia jadik such a quitter like this. And i was also sad because he never mentioned any of this before. Yang aku tau die kerap hang out dengan kawan2 dia yang aku nampak sebagai bad influence to him especially this one particular boy, F yang memang aku ngan Ika tak approve of.
He should know better to focus in school instead of wasting his time on 'friends'. He should know better in the future none of this so-called 'friends' wud last. Mak abah bersusah payah carik duit for his education, especially mak yang dah buat savings for his college so that dia takyah amek PTPTN nanti.
I just hope he will realise this sebab nothing in this world comes in handy. He has to learn that he is doing it only for himself coz Allah won't change one's fate unless he works for it.
Worrying for my little brother might give me ulcer one day ;(
Anyhoo...
Mak ada kol semalam. Die ngan Abah pergi sekolah Kidu. Duduk sekali berbincang dengan cikgu kaunselor kat bilik kaunseling. Ada la sesi peluahan perasaan. Kidu dah tak tahan sekolah kat SI sebab kawan2 pulaukan dia. On what account, we still haven't got a clue. He admitted he was 'mentally bullied' with all the silent treatment or cynical remarks from his classmates. Dia ada mengaku dengan emak yang dia dibuli di sekolah, tapi mak pujuk untuk teruskan sekolah sampai abes Form 3. He okayed it. Tau2 dia dah ponteng sekolah 3 days in a row, lepak kat CC.
Cikgu dia bagi a week untuk fikirkan pasal hal tukar sekolah. Aku pun tak tau macam mana dia jadik such a quitter like this. And i was also sad because he never mentioned any of this before. Yang aku tau die kerap hang out dengan kawan2 dia yang aku nampak sebagai bad influence to him especially this one particular boy, F yang memang aku ngan Ika tak approve of.
He should know better to focus in school instead of wasting his time on 'friends'. He should know better in the future none of this so-called 'friends' wud last. Mak abah bersusah payah carik duit for his education, especially mak yang dah buat savings for his college so that dia takyah amek PTPTN nanti.
I just hope he will realise this sebab nothing in this world comes in handy. He has to learn that he is doing it only for himself coz Allah won't change one's fate unless he works for it.
Worrying for my little brother might give me ulcer one day ;(
Monday, February 1, 2010
Stress suck!
++Okay, i am under a lot of stress lately. What's with the problem at work, personal, dengan adik yang tidak mendengar kata, membuatkan aku susah nak lena tidur dan ended up snoozed my alarm for several times every morning. Someone said i looked pucat today. She asked me what was wrong. I told her i was fine, tapi aku tau aku tak OK. I need to sort out me problems, hopefully relieving some of this burden away.
++A good friend of mine once advised me not to put too much hope on people. People has a way somehow to do wat they thot they shud do without ever knowing or considering how it may affect other people. She has gone too many to know, once you put your hopes to high, people can surprise you in a way you never know how. Time and time again, i tried not to, but time and time again i failed. When will i learn?
Tetiba teringat, Mika dalam Lollipop kata,
Sucking to hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Sucking to hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down.
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Somehow it all seems ironic. Rasa cam nak carik any funny movie dan ketawa sampai menangis.
++A good friend of mine once advised me not to put too much hope on people. People has a way somehow to do wat they thot they shud do without ever knowing or considering how it may affect other people. She has gone too many to know, once you put your hopes to high, people can surprise you in a way you never know how. Time and time again, i tried not to, but time and time again i failed. When will i learn?
Tetiba teringat, Mika dalam Lollipop kata,
Sucking to hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Sucking to hard on your lollipop
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down.
Say love, say love
Oh, loves gonna get you down
Somehow it all seems ironic. Rasa cam nak carik any funny movie dan ketawa sampai menangis.
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