iftar with frens

Date: August 30th, 2009.
Venue: Puteri Teja Coffee House, Shahzan Inn, Kuantan.
Geng: Alin, Ana and Baby Zakwan.

went home happy :) tak sia-sia stayed in Jengka instead of balik Serdang.

play it over and over again T__T

Lyrics

I say a little prayer

Kami bertarawih bersama-sama hari itu. Not by my choice, i have to say. If i can redo this event, i will not be there. That was the last place i wanted to be at that very time.
As all of the ma'mum sujud, sayup2 i terdengar suara die ketika sujud. And terlintas dalam hati, i really really want this guy. Within seconds my conscience said; you can't have this guy. Look at you, and look at him and look at her. So with tears, i prayed;
" Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk memaafkan dan melupakan. Hanya kepada-Mu ku berserah "

Nostalgia

It all started when Amy asked me to accompany her to our local param in Serdang. I had a better idea. Instead, i ajak her to iftar with me along with Kimberly. Kim is going back to Ukraine on Sept 3rd and it's like sending her off la. So, Amy and i pun ajak2 la sumore people and ended up ada 7 orang, me, Amy, Kim, Michelle, Gee, An ngan Suria. Among these people, i haven't seen Suria like (??) after school kot, which is like 8,9 years ago. Crazy or wat? Gile reunion ah.
So the event was held at Black Canyon, Alamanda, Putrajaya. Actually aku yang nak-nak sangat makan kat sana since aku suka sangat ngan BC kat Kuantan. Luckily seme pun enjoyed the food and later on we continue the lepak2 at Restoran Azhar Maju beside The Mines. Banyak la citer2 lama terbongkar. Who's doing whatnot. Seriously aku sangat suka dengan adhoc reunion camni. Hussle-free, lantak ko la sapa dapat join and tempat pun last minute je reserve. Memang la the more the merrier, tapi kalo reramai sangat cam pening gak. Jenuh nak layan and nanti mesti ade yang separated.
Rinduu sangat kat zaman sekolah. Rasa cam nak korek balik gambar2 sekolah yang lama dan upload kat sini. Will do it, bila balik Serdang nanti -_-" which is LAMBATTTT lagi woooOOoooOO~~

gile!

nak wat gambar ala2 shutter tapi ada lak tangan sengal kat belakang tuuu~~

Sesaje Mengade...

Upload a picture of you in a position that you hated the most


FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU :
1.along
2.rina
3.ina
4.sarah

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE :
1.27/2
2.14/1
3.12/7
4.21/8 and 3/11

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1.iftar
2.wat nescafe
3.online
4.dengar berita (bukan tengok~~ heeh...)

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY :
1.smile always
2.stay calm and collected
3.stay in touch with family
4.remember Allah always

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST :
1.Ex-bf (hope you're happy)
2.Oze Farameela bt Otoh
3.Saiful Azhari (my biggest crush during f3)
4.frens back in KMPP and UKM

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1.video cam
2.perfumes
3.telekung (i really need a new one!)
4.err can money be considered as gifts?

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES :
1.online
2.listening to my iPod
3.reading magazines
4.watching DVD

FOUR PLACES OR COUNTRY YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION :
1.korea
2.australia
3.bali (again!)
4.islands in Malaysia, starting with Pulau Perhentian

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS :
1.nescafe
2.laici kang
3.sirap bandung
4.iced blended mocha/cappucino from Secret Recipe

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG/HANDBAG :
1.purse
2.cellphone/PDA
3.keys
4.pen

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS :
1.white
2.black
3.blue
4.pink

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS :
1.dalam pagar
2.home in Jengka/Serdang
3.The Mines
4.maulana flat bosnia

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH :
1.parents
2.siblings
3.close frens
4.future spouse (where r u?)

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU :
1.friendship
2.loyalty
3.having a perfect smooth day
4.people surrounding me

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WILL TAGGED:
1.everyone
2.who
3.read
4.this.

Err...hung up?

Him: Hello Unit ****
Me: Err.. hello ***. Ni ada patient methadone.. eh, saya nak tumpang methadone untuk patient methadone saya ni. Dia datang lambat. Nak letak kat ***
Him: Ada sorang je ke?
Me:..
Him: Ok ok.

letak telefon.

bummer. i am in denial. obviously i still have feelings for him that even my body couldn't deny. the response was the ultimate evidence of all. what should i do?

bummer. shit shit shit. damn.

Anda-Tentang Seseorang

terhentuk di hatiku
inginku bersuara
merangkai semua tanya
imagine yang terindah

berjalan pada satu
ada slalu menggangguku
seseorang itukah
dirimu kasih

kepada yang tercinta
inginnya ku mengeluh
semua resahi diri
mencari jawab pasti

akankah seseorang
yang ku impikan kan hadir
lalu halus menyelimut
di jantungku

c/o cinta hanyalah cinta
hidup dan mati untukmu
mungkinkah semua tanya
kau yang jawab

dan tentang seseorang
itu pula dirimu
ku bersumpah
akan mencinta

*rindu kat kengkawan UKM bile dengar lagu nie especially Syawa. bila lagik nak jumpe derang nih??*

Random Rants

sinaran terang yang menemaniku sepanjang tidur. rugi tak beli mende alah ni bebanyak masa kat penang arituh.

Selsema babi betul!

Siut tak...

Lepas tengok He's Just Not that Into You, aku berazam untuk tidak mengingati SA (too Much) and wondering why he doesn't call/sms. Anyway, dalam tengah2nak lena tu tetiba ada bunyik sms masuk, sms daripada dia.

"Awak
akan
gembire
bila
awak
tau ade org
syg
awk

ade org
rindu
awak

ade org
suke
awak

tp
rase lebih
gembire bile
tau
adeo rg
x pernah
lupekan
awak..."

Rasa macam selsema babi tak?? Ish laa.. macam mana nii?? Dah la masa tu tgh lagu Liz Phair-Why Can't I dalam ipod. Terus rasa nak pengsan.

why can't i breathe
whenever i think about you
why can't i speak
whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable
it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't I breathe
whenever I think about you

WHAT THE HELL AM I GOING TO DO ABOUT YOU????

I Know You Want Me (eceh)

A blessing in disguise

Had some sort of argument with a colleague recently. Maybe both of us were distressed so that silly things become more complicated plus PMS on both side (i think so). Anyway, what turned out to be my first day puasa without my family won't jadi after all. She cancelled to exchange her rotation for oncall with me. So i can go back home for puasa after all. Alhamdulillah.

Can't wait to buka puasa with my family next week!!!

I had to get that out.

*ni namanya posting under influence of caffeine*

Dear U,

Macam mana nak kata ek? You make me looking forward to go to work everyday. When everytime I see your car parked at the parking lot, I know that you're within 100 metres (at least) radius and the chances of bumping into you anywhere is very likely. I'd SOB-ed whenever I see you from afar and my oh-so-cool attitude is *poof* gone whenever you're near.

What the hell am I going to do about you?

Birthday SMSes

aku sudah genap 26 tahun pada 1 ogos lepas. Alhamdulillah i make it till today. No clinical manifestation of depression, no nervous breakdown whatsoever ataupun life-long trauma. Some frens remembered, some frens don't, adatlah. To those who remembered, thank you so much, to those who didn't, nak wat camna.
Some of the SMSes i received during my birthday;

"Hepi bosday!" from Azrin. Simple as that.

"12 hours since u've been 26, feel any different? Dun worry u'll feel it soon. As u get older, the senses become less sensitive. Ahaks, jk! Many happy returns!" from G. Siut tak?

"Epi bufday 26th, sis! :) Semoga hidup sentiasa dirahmati-Nya..em..huhu.." from Fiqa my brother's gf. Ain't that Sweet?

" Hepi2 besday 2 you!" from Angah. Mesej awek die lagi panjang. Aparaa~~

" Happy birthday inaaa! :) MANA?? MANA?!!" from Michelle. Lawak ni hanya dia, aku ngan Kim je yang paham.

"Aku harap umur ko yang ke29 dah kawin cz Farah akan kawin bla bla bla....." yang ni daripada kezen aku yang sebaya nama Idah. Dah kawen dan beranak. Thanks a lot for setting up the 'pressurized' benchmark doh!

"I pray to Allah grant ur MIND free from WORRY, a HEART free from SADNESS, a soul free from SIN, a BODY free from ILLNESS" from Ana. Thanks thanks~

yang paling first sampai dan paling special adalah dari Oze... thanks :) too private to be mentioned here. Rindu kat ko!