Kami bertarawih bersama-sama hari itu. Not by my choice, i have to say. If i can redo this event, i will not be there. That was the last place i wanted to be at that very time.
As all of the ma'mum sujud, sayup2 i terdengar suara die ketika sujud. And terlintas dalam hati, i really really want this guy. Within seconds my conscience said; you can't have this guy. Look at you, and look at him and look at her. So with tears, i prayed;
" Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan untuk memaafkan dan melupakan. Hanya kepada-Mu ku berserah "
